People cry when they are overjoyed.
And they cry when they are heartbroken. But what happens when the pain
inflicted is so deep down inside, that you don’t even cry…What happens when you
know you got to live with it for the rest of your life, because dying is not an
option… When tears just flow down in a gush and wet your shirt pockets to soak
your heart. And then you suddenly come out of your trance and realize that you
got a little wet. Why do you feel good then? Is the heart lighter when it is
wet or does it absorb tears and become salty and heavier next time.
Well it might not be heavier, but it
certainly gets cold. And it is colder than any other years in recent memory.
The fog is darker than ever before. Why did it all happen? Why Nirbhaya had to
die? Perhaps it’s better to die than being a living dead. She went to a better
place and left us struggling with all those questions which only she could have
answered. It was her spirit to live that lighted a many dark corners. Would you
mind calling us to you, Nirbhaya... Please!